-=[Leg Pain!! ]=-

Sigh.. i guess noting has changed from d last post.. jus heard this song as d first when i started itunes today.. n it sorta describes d situation im in currently..

Vanessa Hudgens - Whatever Will Be

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told
[Chorus]
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land
These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
But now I try to under-analyse
[Chorus]
Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?
Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land
Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Taking d gd is easy, but i dun tink i can ever take d bad n jus breathe..

Hav anyone ever thought abt d most impt person in your life?? wat do u do when tt person doesnt even seem 2 care abt u??

Couldnt run today at soccer.. legs felt like lead.. guess i didnt hav enuff slp ytd.. 2 make tings worse, twisted my ankle badly after blocking a shot from wah tt hit d wrong spot of my leg n landing on it.. fuck.. swollen like siaoz now..

At least had a nice lunch wit bak n wah at jack's place b4 walking arnd parkway.. then went home after tt..

*Add*
Some ppl jus likes 2 get on my nerves ehh?? seriously ar.. some jokes r not in d least funny at all..

-=[The End? ]=-

-=[Y does sadness keep me a a fren?? ]=-

Last few wks of SIP was not much 2 tok abt.. noting tt i really wanna rmb.. other than tt day we went 2 sign d contract.. was in a bad mood since like 1 wk ago.. one i couldnt ignore n was overpowering.. best words 2 describe it, being pushed 2 d edge so much u jus wanna jump off d edge instead.. ok fine.. he toked 2 me.. he gave me hope again, but wat use is it if its jus sum stop-gap measures?? feels so much like it was jus a one day ting..

No one is perfect, i totally agree, but i jus hoped tt he would sometimes tink abt how i feel inside.. all tt i ask is tt once in a while he would be willing 2 give me some of his time.. time 4 me 2 go 2 him 4 advice, 2 b able 2 go out wit him like wat frenz do.. jus tt.. he seems too busy 2 even notice im there.. everytime i ask him d same kinda question, its alwayz d same answer.. busy.. even gym seems more impt 2 him.. n tt guy especially.. mayb im a little jealous i dun get 2 go out wit my best fren AT ALL.. its like so wierd.. as if i was a stranger 2 him.. makes me feel like im jus a hi-bye fren 2 him..

Not tt he may ever noe abt this ting bugging me 4 so long.. he doesnt hav time 2 look at my blog.. so i guess this will alwayz b sumting bugging me..

Man Utd r champs.. but now it seems like no big deal anymore.. mayb it was my dream 2 hav lunch at Ritz Carlton.. one which will nvr b fulfilled even though d criteria was met, tt Man Utd were champs.. guess this double blow is a little too much 4 me 2 take.. kinda expected all this.. not tt i wanted tings like tt 2 happen..

-=[Shld i hang on?? ]=-