Monday, April 30, 2007

-=[Flashbacks of YesterYears.. ]=-

Its finally here again.. d feelings, d thgts, d same unhappiness tt jus comes back yr after yr.. thgt he cared.. but doesnt seem 2 show thru his actions.. did i really went 2 d wrong person?? i no longer noe.. seems like i made a wrong decision last yr, approximately 8 mths ago from now.. or mayb d fault lies wit myself, tt i ask too much, hoped 4 too much..

The tension btwn me n tt guy was stretched even more today.. not helped by d fact tt i was left alone by myself.. doesnt bother me tt much tt im left alone, its more of d actions of a particular someone.. i swear by the heart of my Angel Of Death, tt i will seek revenge on d person i hate.. b it small matters or big ones.. but i will not rest till justice is carried out in front of me.. its time i showed my evil side tt i hav not shown since god knows when.. this is a justice i seek 2 address.. even if it mite cost me more than wat i liked..

Revenge will be sweet..

-=[Countdown of 20.. ]=-

Monday, April 23, 2007

-=[SIP SUX!! ]=-

Hav been feeling a little down lately.. then d tings on sat had 2 happen.. however, my bro toked 2 me n gave me some advice which cheered me up a little, knowing tt he still cares abt me.. hehez.. well its not over as i hav 2 control my emotions 4 another 15 wks b4 mayb i wont c him again.. this 15 wks arent gonna b easy.. Anywayz my bro is sumone whom i look up 2 as a sort of big brother 2 me.. someone i can go 4 advice.. doubt anyone knows who he is but dun ask me coz i wont tell..

Heres a shoutout 2 all my frenz who hav given me words of encouragement.. feel tt u guys deserve more than jus a tag on my tagboard.. u guys deserve special mention here where everyone will read.. really appreciate all d advices n encouragements u all hav given me.. special mentions 2 louis shu yi n esp my bro.. some others like claire zen also.. u guys rox.. hahaz.. i'l do my best 2 4get abt tt guy.. =D

D last wk was all SIP stuffs.. from mon to fri we worked in our own company, since we doing startup.. its sort of like a 9-6pm job so its hella tiring.. most of d days stayed in our room doing stuffs 4 our business.. went 2 meet our client on thurs 2 sign d contract on thurs.. hav been doing d HTML textbk from tues onwards till now.. finishing up soon.. its 4 our plan 2 go schs 2 teach HTML.. wish us luck!! hahaz..

Sun went 4 magic prerelease.. d only time i would not miss magic 4 anyting.. esp since i stopped being a hardcore player n jus a "want-2-go-then-go" player.. sold hell a lot of cards there n earned quite a lot.. lolz didnt noe tt i had so much cards worth hella lotsa money.. hahaz.. selling a few choice cards i dun need already brought me close 2 $100.. wootz!!

Wasnt a gd prerelease 4 me.. didnt really play well, n i hate d cards in this set.. its not as fun as other sets.. d cards r jus cool, esp d futuristic cards.. however, d cards r super hard 2 b playable.. sianz.. expected quite a lot from this exp summore.. mayb its gd 4 a few cards only.. d super few cards worth money.. tts all.. sux shit.. anywayz my record was 2 wins 2 loss 4 d first pre n 1 win 1 draw 2 loss 4 d 2nd pre.. one of my worst pre ever..

-=[I R Tired Of Working.. ]=-

Saturday, April 21, 2007

-=[Feeling Emo Now.. ]=-

Y is it tt the world seems 2 b playing a v bad joke on me?? jus when i thgt tt i would not c d guy anymore, i now hav 2 c him at least once per wk.. take today 4 example.. bad enuff i had 2 sit in d same room as tt guy, all bcoz he is also startup.. n there i was tinking tt i would not c him anymore coz he would get lost in some company doing his attachment.. then after we got out, had 2 hang arnd him coz everyone was there.. he tried 2 ask shamus 2 go eat wit him, but i managed 2 ask shamus 2 eat wit me instead.. thgt tt was d end of him..

Went 2 TM food court n we had 2 meet him at LJS.. how fucking sway can i b.. luckily didnt eat there but he still came 2 find us all d same.. y cant he jus get lost, jump down n die?? asked shamus 2 watch movie wit him n shamus happily left me alone wit andrew n JL.. n andrew was going off.. at least louis n d rest was at cafe cartel, so i could find them.. but wat if they werent there?? i bet shamus would hav gone wit him 2 watch movie all d same.. i wouldnt mind tt much other times.. but d point was, i asked shamus first.. he alwayz go wit whoever asked him first, so y is it different this time?? its jus not fair 2 me..

I alwayz had d feeling tt guy was doing all of these purposely.. not d first time he asked shamus 2 go out wit him sumwhere when i wanted 2 go out wit shamus actually.. i dunno wat i mus do so tt tt guy is 4ever out of my life.. kill him??

Mayb i hate tt guy coz i blame him 4 a lot of unplesant stuffs tt happened in poly.. stuffs tt i nvr had 2 experience in sec sch.. n each n every one of my unplesant incidents in poly seemed 2 b due 2 him in some way or other.. 3 or 4 major incidents which made me hate him 2 d core, d last major one had me tinking thgts of killing him on d spot.. first time i actually tink like tt n it scared me then.. i guess, if i had a gun in my hands then, my impulse would b 2 shoot him.. i noe i will regret it if i do it, n till now im still trying 2 suppress tt desire 2 finish it once n 4 all.. mayb tts y i mite not b able 2 tink of him as a fren any longer..

Seriously i dunno wat 2 do now.. fuck shit..

-=[BANG BANG!! :( ]=-

Sunday, April 15, 2007

-=[Tagged.. ]=-

This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste this if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. At the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

ROARRR!!

and thus...6 weirds things about me...

1. I almost nvr drink plain water at home.. unless really no choice or taking medicine..

2. B4 i leave house i alwayz check 2 cfm i bring 4 tings, my watch, keys, wallet, hp.. witout one of them i feel wierd going out..

3. I alwayz fall aslp watching soccer matches.. esp if no goals 4 more than 30 mins..

4. I nvr slp early.. this one many ppl noes.. hahaz..

5. I was nvr sick from sec 1-4.. bet no one knew tt.. strange but true..

6. I tend 2 keep eating, like every 1 hr need 2 nibble sumting kind.. esp at home.. although i dun eat a lot at one shot..

Ok shall not tag anyone yet.. lazy go arnd blogs now.. esp since im slpy.. hahaz.. shall do it next time.. muahahaz..

-=[Where did my life go to in d last 2 mths?? ]=-

SERIOUSLY.. dunno wat i did last 2 mths after hols started.. LOL.. slacked my life away i guessed.. i noe after d exams straight was chris n his shit stuffs.. lasted abt 2 wks then it calmed down n our hols felt more "started".. lotsa gatherings this hols.. wit old n new classes, old n new frenz.. hmm hav gotta say i enjoy those.. many a day i would also slack at home.. playing com whole day.. havent even touch my movies i bought from KL.. coz too lazy 2 watch.. ahahaz..

Hmm.. last tues went 2 meet our first client.. wanted 2 stay at home n rest coz was sick.. but decided 2 go so can go shopping 4 clothes.. then Shamus happily called me n tell me 2 bring laptop.. which part of SICK dun u understand.. =.='' but at least he helped me hold once in a while.. stupid heavy laptop.. sux bringing tt laptop arnd whole of city area.. WHILE STILL BEING SICK!!

Had some positive feedback from our first client.. but now we gotta do hell lots of stuffs.. after tt went 2 bugis 2 shop.. ate at pastamania.. damn eating d pizza was like eating flour.. blocked nose n couldnt taste anyting.. sianz.. went shop again after tt.. then decided 2 watch movie at The Cathay.. but circumstances caused d venue 2 b changed 2 PS.. watched The Shooter.. damn nice show can.. Bob Lee Swagger.. AWP pro.. ahahaz.. after d show wan play CS.. got motivation.. lolz.. but too bad its not SLK i watched it wit.. esp quek.. cfm go lan chiong CS.. inspiration all.. lolz..

Went 2 Paradis Centre 2 eat after d movie.. first time i went tt place.. thgt it was d shopping centre which was called Paradis Centre, but i was wrong.. at least it was close.. hahaz.. ate some fried rice in d place, but still tasted a little tasteless coz of my blocked nose.. at tt point, i was already halfway thru my 2nd packet of tissues ever since leaving house.. once in a while i can taste or smell d fried rice as my blocked nose wasnt as bad as when i left d house, but still not enuff 4 me 2 wanna finish eating.. ahahaz.. walked 2 Bugis MRT after tt n went home..

Dun tink i did anyting on wed n thurs, or cant rmb, so its fri then.. fri was another SLK@TheCage.. waited 4 Shamus so damn long b4 he finally came.. 1hr late from d time he supp 2 meet me.. so was late 4 1hr at d Cage.. mayb coz of tt n also coz my team was handpicked by me, i had inspiration 2 score 3 damn nice goals 2 help keep my team in d game.. hehez.. well my team had a gd balance of keeper in JR, defenders in me, bak, Shamus, n striker in d ChongYi guy from mpfc.. although i tend 2 drift up 2 play striker also.. hahaz..

My first goal was bottom left corner.. went under neil's leg n past adrian..2nd goal was top left corner.. n d 3rd, which completed my hat trick was via a penalty.. bottom left corner.. first time i scored at d Cage till now.. n a hat trick 2 boot.. wootzor!! mayb coz there was less stress playing wit these ppl.. dunnid 2 b so serious or run so much.. not tt i could run much.. hahaz.. still not full fitness yet.. hard 2 catch my breath after a few laps up n down.. sianz.. hate bad coughs.. =.=''

Went 2 Bak's haven aka KFC as usual, then went 2 Asteroids after lunch 4 some dota.. dota-ed a few games till super late n we went home.. Shamus missing his BBQ.. lolz.. nvm at least u wont gain weight from BBQ.. hehez.. jkjk.. 4got 2 msg asking 4 sat soccer this wk.. but doubt hav also.. hahaz..

Sat went out wit Daryl n Bak 2 Cine 4 The Reaping.. cool show but a little wierd.. someting which i would not really understand coz its not of my knowledge.. then they wanted 2 watch match, so we walked 2 Bugis area in search of a place wit Liv match.. sadly(or gladly), there wasnt one.. all were showing Ars vs Bolton.. so we went home.. stupid Liv anywayz.. they drew 0-0 wit Man City.. tt's y Liv sux.. but not as much as Chelsea.. knnbccb thgt Blackburn would hav won thru penalties.. but NNNNNOOOOOOOOOO.. their tyconess helped them thru AGAIN.. damn Chelsea dont deserve their places in all competitions.. i hope their whole squad come down wit injuries.. =p oh well its Man Utd vs Chelsea in FA cup Finals.. of which Man Utd will win.. muahahaz..

Tml start of SIP le.. officially start working from 9-6pm for 4 mths.. wonder how we would do.. hahaz.. gotta go slp now.. im super late.. lolz..

-=[Woork, Woork.. ]=-

Sunday, April 8, 2007

-=[More Victims Of D SG Army..]=-

More ppl r going army in d next few days.. Damn.. lolz.. now there's lesser n lesser ppl 4 soccer tt i really wonder if there will b anymore.. hopefully bahz.. lolz.. SLK ppl u better dun b a lazy ass n make an effort 2 come down 4 soccer once in a while.. ^^

Been having quite a few gathering recently.. cant rmb all tt has happened after d last post.. STM kicking in after too much slacking.. hahaz.. well first shld b d movie outing wit Shu Yi, Agnes, Shamus.. The Number 23 was d choice(not tt we had a choice though.. its some SIM movie outing n Shu Yi helped us get tickets.. oh well its $4 ticket so i dun really care.. hahaz.. ) n it was at d sorta budget cinema Eng Wah@Suntec.. bloody squeezy seats n d cinema so small.. hahaz..

D movie was quite nice.. abt some obesession wit d number 23, which is appearing everywhere wit a guy.. (u noe wat.. its 3.32am while im typing this n checked d time.. freaky!!) anywayz.. after d movie there was some lucky draw shit.. where u would win sumting if theres a piece of paper under d armrest.. reminds me of d Grad Nite in sec sch.. damn tt brings back so many happy memories.. hahaz.. esp after Grad Nite n SLK+some old classmates went 2 lan at orchard, in formal n all.. damn nice.. we took up 2 whole rows n played CS, FIFA..(dota wasnt popular amongst us at tt time.. hahaz..) after d movie we went 4 dinner b4 walking arnd a while then went home..

Class gathering 4 1E02 was postponed a wk, 2 4th april, wed.. was held at Breeks@marina square.. as expected, it was d few ppl who appeared.. in a way, dragged shamus down even though he had chalet.. hehez.. nvm its v seldom we hav a class gathering lahz rite?? BleahZz.. also saw some other ppl whom i hav not seen 4 a hella long time, Eileen Tan, Louis, Zen, etc.. (mayb not so long 4 Zen.. keep c-ing her in sch.. sianz.. hahaz.. jkjk..)..

Breeks dory fish is nice.. kinda like those at Mensa.. but d spaghetti is totally HORRID!! damn hard 2 swallow kind.. like wat louis said, they poured some sauce 4 beef on it n served it 2 u.. d sauce jus didnt go well wit d spaghetti.. too bad didnt hear Eileen Neo tell d rest d spaghetti sux.. hahaz.. but i applaud her 4 finishing hers.. hahaz.. couldnt finish mine.. :P claire came a bit later n then we went 2 catch a movie while Eileen Neo n Shamus went off.. apparently shamus was rushing back 2 his chalet.. hahaz thkz anywayz.. ^^

Hmm.. watched Sunshine.. not a bad show, but a wee bit hard 2 understand.. wat wit those astronauts terms n wat nots.. quite cool show too.. sorta captures wat might happen in d near future 4 earth.. Sun u better not burn out so fast ar.. ahahaz.. kkz i noe im a bit mad here.. after movies we all left 4 home.. but not b4 someting hilarious happened.. they all wanted 2 take a cab, n a cab stopped rite in front of them.. so they could hav got on n happily went home.. BUT someone had 2 tok abt d movie, n thereby resumes a hella long chat abt d movie while d cab driver looked on.. we all seemed unwilling 2 leave.. wat wit everyone chatting n all, n me Shu Yi n Claire had 2 take d last bus/mrt home.. so Shu Yi reminded me it was getting a little late.. n we excused ourselves from d cabbers b4 rushing 2 d bus stop.. luckily all 3 of us had a bus, n those 2 we lucky their buses came fast.. was waiting at d bus stop when i saw d cabbers.. hahaz apparently they missed d cab as d cab driver was on call or sumting.. c lahz tok so long d cab driver pek chek dun wan drive u all le.. LOL.. but then they still got a cab even b4 my bus arrived.. NOT FAIR!! hahaz..

Next up was 4E2 class gathering.. this time at marina AGAIN.. they even wanted 2 watch movie at marina(AGAIN).. hahaz.. was a little late.. last one there 4 dinner in fact.. hahaz.. but there were others who were supp 2 come.. n they pangsei-ed.. esp d WOW-er.. =.='' hmm searched arnd 4 a place 4 us 2 eat b4 we finally found cafe cartel.. ate another expensive dinner there, but at least it was satisfying.. saw many others who i hav not even contacted in a long time..

After dinner was d prob of deciding wat 2 do.. they wanted 2 watch Mr Bean holiday.. which i already watched.. so didnt noe whether 2 watch.. d movie was at a later time so we went 2 play pool first.. d arcade was conveniently next 2 d pool place so we took turns at d table while d rest played arcade.. chee bai chee kai came later.. after pool, decided i didnt wanna watch as i wanted 2 save money, n since it was a pub hol it would b ex.. d rest also decided not 2 watch n we went 2 esplanade 4 some food at d makansutra watever tingy.. shared some food n drinks n chatted till heaven come.. then rushed 4 d last mrt.. we east-ers made it wit time 2 spare, but CK missed d last train 2 jurong.. hopefully its as wat he said n tt there is a train 2 kranji, so he is safe.. lolz..

Hmm.. so tts 4 gatherings n wat nots.. now 4 sat soccers n outing wit SLK.. kinda 4got when i went 2 watch movie wit chinaman Quek, Wah, Ong, n bak at Cine.. tink it was on a fri 2-3 wks ago.. hahaz.. watched Mr. Bean Holidays then.. last time i saw wah i tink.. lolz.. after d movies ate a little n then we were off 4 home..

Last sat soccer wit jus enuff 4 it 2 b fun.. then went lunch after soccer.. Quek supp 2 hav last dinner wit me daryl n all but he sorta disappeared n apparently had his last dinner wit some others.. well not our loss.. me bak daryl went 2 Fish n Co n whiled away our time watching liv kick arsenal's ass while eating fabulous New York Fish n Chips.. damn im currently still hungry 4 some more.. LOL.. then watched Man Utd till 30+ mins b4 we headed off as Fish n Co was closing soon.. Man Utd was losing n i hurried home 2 watch a fantastic comeback from Man Utd.. every goal was met wit a shout as Man Utd won 4-1.. didnt won my bets jus like Daryl bloody cursed me.. but still won d rest of my bets.. 2 a total of arnd 81.50.. profits was arnd 40+.. hehez so d meal at Fish n Co wasnt tt hard on my wallet after all.. :P

This sat soccer we had quite a no. of players.. from an estimated 8 to 10 who turned up.. but next wk mite not hav so many.. a few going in army already.. after soccer we ate at d hawker centre b4 cabbing 2 Simpang Bedok 4 lan.. we had 5, jus nice 4 a team, n we only went there on hearing tt it was 0.90/hr lan.. BUT obviously it changed n it was 1.50/hr.. add in d cab fare n playing at Aseteroids seemed much cheaper n better.. as we still had 2 wait 4 ppl 2 finish at Simpang, while Asteroids seldom hav us waiting so long.. we had no choice unless we wanted 2 take another cab back 2 Asteroids.. which would hav been stupid..

Played a few games there n d last game in which Neil did not join as he had 2 rush off was against CK n his fren DZ.. damn CK so damn pro its uber hard 2 win.. dragged hella long b4 CK's team won.. basket.. hahaz.. but it was a damn nice game.. went home after tt game 2 prepare 4 another possible movie outing wit Daryl n Bak.. went home in a diff bus as them n Daryl called 2 tell me they decided 2 go Fish n Co 2 watch soccer again.. hahaz n it was 2 times in 1 wk we went there.. but it still tasted shoik as ever.. n im still craving 4 more.. hahaz.. watched tyco Chelsea won 1-0 n Liv leading 1-0 at d 30+ min, then went home again.. didnt survive till d Man Utd match.. fell aslp like i knew i would.. unlucky 4 Man Utd, they lost, but its jus a temporary blip, im sure.. Chelsea wont win d title this yr.. i wont allow it.. :P btw Arsenal lost 2 West Ham, so i won money again wit a crazy bet.. :P

Glad 2 hear Ong saying my soccer is a little better than when i jus started off.. hahaz.. n im sure many of us hav been improving, including Bak n Daryl.. cant imagine we all sorta started in sec 1.. hahaz.. SLK has really come a long way.. few days i hav been stoning in front of my com already.. WC3 is getting hella boring.. games r getting fewer n harder 2 come by.. but luckily, there's quite a few ppl 2 play wit.. hehez.. SIP starting soon.. sianzation.. lolz.. but i guess at least its a way 2 escape boredom n keep me occupied so i dont miss some ppl n tings tt badly..

Alrite shall stop here.. hahaz.. getting late n i hav some SIP shit tml early early in d morning.. =.='' oh well no escaping it.. gotta slp now.. CYAZ!!

-=[How Long Will This Last?? ]=-